Who could it be?

Who could it be?



I was sitting this one afternoon lying on the sofa thinking of just about everything, about how my life is going to be in college and my life after that. I have been so caught up lately with these things that I completely forget about my life. So I turn on the television and switched the channel to HBO. A movie starring Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan was on, I know that people my age rarely watches movies like these, but I certainly do. While watching the movie I couldn't help but feel very sad and depressed, not because of what happened in the movie but of what the movie portrayed.

I feel so alone and depressed. I want to be with someone, someone I can talk to and understand me, someone that actually listens to me and not change topics. Someone who understands my dorky lines. I badly want to be with someone I love. I know at my age I'm not supposed to feel this way, but I do and I can't help but think of when will I ever meet the right person. I know some of you may think I'm desperate and weird but this is who I am. After seeing that kind attention, seeing someone who cares about you, someone who cries for you and someone who misses you whenever you're gone. I want to be with someone that comforts me when I'm in pain, see through me and tell how I'm feeling just by looking at me. The way her tears fall down her cheeks with her heading lying on my shoulders. This feeling of love captivates me in so many ways. I can see it, waking up in the morning with her beside me, her hair falling down and her face so beautiful, would take away the color of the most beautiful sunset and turn it black and white. Eating breakfast with her watching her eyes as they shine like the morning sun. Spending time with her during a Sunday and going to the beach with her. It tears me up, as I am afraid that I will never find this person, and that it is too good to be true.

It's raining here and it makes the mood so much more intense. I imagine myself going home after work, seeing her waiting for me in the dining room with romantic music playing. I know this sounds cheesy but I want to be as honest as I possibly can. I Just wish there were a cookbook for life, a book that will tell us what we need and what to do next, but the thing that makes life so great is how it surprises and bombards us with emotions for reasons we cannot understand.

So as I sit here in tears, writing about my feelings 10 minutes after the movie, I wanted to let you guys know how I feel.

Hey man, I think we've all felt that way at one time or another. I remember feeling those thoughts and emotions when I was in my teens.

I wish you the best on life. It's interesting to read something like this cause most people don't get to person on a forum

All the best man

Here is a suggestion, why not try to turn your desolate feeling into something creative like a brilliant composition or something? Turn your pain into your greatest strength. That way you will be immune from being affected by all little turmoils of life.

Thanks for the support guys, I post things like these on the forums because I want to let everyone know how I feel, reading other peoples replies makes you feel happy. When people like you reply to posts like these, its like I'm not alone.

I wan to turn it into a composition but it just doesn't feel like it when I'm playing on a 49K keyboard that isn't even touch responsive. Dynamics is what gives music emotion and meaning. I just doesn't feel right without it.

Any chance you guys know what the tittle of the movie is?

I think you're talking about sleepless in seattle?

Got the tittle its "You've got mail"

P.S: Hey Andrew I hope you don't mind me asking but is Angela part Filipino?

surehit123 wrote:Got the tittle its "You've got mail"

P.S: Hey Andrew I hope you don't mind me asking but is Angela part Filipino?

Dude, everyone feels this way sometimes, the best thing I can say is stop worrying about these things and it will come to you and remember this: Time spent wishing is time wasted

Thanks pianohama considering this is the first time you have ever commented on one of my posts

Thanks for the advice, gratefully appreciated

yes she is Filipino, both her parents lived there and came to Canada.

I know hey, isn't she hot but she's all mine

Thoguht so LOL, I never said anything about stealing or taking her away what is wrong with you?

She does look pure Filipino that's why I asked her

PS: She is very beautiful but she's just not my type

(Known fact: A Filipino American child always looks beautiful/handsome + real talent mostly a good voice. Not to mention Angela probably has a good voice since she's Asian, a Filipino no less.)

You 2 look very happy KUDOS 2 BOTH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All the best,
Erikson

thanks! I was just bugging about the whole "she's mine" thing. and yes, she has a very very beautiful voice.

Hahaha I know

Happiness to the both of you.